morning

hey world! woke up around 5.30 am and rite now i'm waiting for my lift haha but before i tell you what was my thoughts about my love life, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FIRST SISTER WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND HOPE ALL OF YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. hihi and this night might be happy halloween! kay my morning begin with Pendalaman Materi @ my school around 7.30 but idc i wanna come late. but yeah the thoughts about UAN is haunting me more and more. kay skip that. i wanna tell you about my thoughts this morning. i think i'm in love with my friend call it O. he's kinda clumsy but trustworthy. he's actually was my bf xfling. well i know about how he treated my bf back then. i haven't make up my mind but aah dunno. i don't know if like him, lust, or just friends. yup this morning i'm not having breakfast again and again. why on earth does my mom so lazy to make her daughters breakfast?

the bastard

so before i write down the code of your name or maybe you think it's you then i won't say i'm sorry.shit for you

jadi jadi haha gw dulu suka sama cowo anggap A. yg namanya suka amat sangat dulu pas kelas 2 beeh gw ampe deketin semua temennya yg alhasil gw menyatukan mafia dan ladies. setelah badai dan terjal segala rintangan halah lby gw, gw berhasil jadi gf nya dia. well ga penting ya gw tulis pas masa pdkt walaupun indah,tanggal jadian. pas gw jadian yah sering berantem tapi ga menghilangkan rasa sayang gw kedia malah makin sayang. gw ga ngerti karna apa dia tiba tiba berubah 180derajat dari yg gw kenal. ngabarin kalo ngerasa perlu,ga cerita apaapa sama skali. dan akhirnya gw diputusin sama dia dg alasan "orang tua tidak menyetujui pacaran kami" kalo mau ngomongin ga setuju ya nyokap gw dari awal ngamuk terus ampe gw putus baru berenti. gw ga pernah terbesit kalo bakal mutusin dia karena nyokap gw selalu marahmarah karena pacaran sama dia (different religion). ya selama 1 bulan sesudah putus gw terombangambing masih mikirin,sms dan segalanya seperti dulu. akhirnya gw memutuskan buat stop. gw lagi diposisi labil, tidak sehat karena menyakiti diri sendiri dg berhubungan sama mantan seperti pacaran dulu. i know i gotta stop and erase this feeling even if it takes 2 months idc. i just have to go and moving on. akhirnya gw biasa aja sama dia dan disaat gw pengen berteman sama dia tiba tiba gw ngerasa dan tau sesuatu. kalo dia deket sama cewe ya temen gw itu (cuma tau nama sih). pas si A lg labil sama gw,sepertinya A selalu curhat sama temen gw ini. feeling gw ngomong cewe ini tau apa yg ga gw tau. setelah banyak saksi mata dan bukti yg terlihat dan kasat mata, gw menyimpulkan kalo mereka berdua jadian but backstreet. intinya gw ngerasa sebelum gw putus ada dalangnya. temantemannya mendukung mereka jadian lho. jujur ya kalo lo berdua baca blog ini lo pasti tau kan kalo gw benci lo dan gw ga peduli mau lo ngelabrak gw atau nyumpahin gw. tolong sadar diri yg munafik siapa yaaw. tenang aja gw punya kehidupan kok ga akan mati kalo lo pergi. gw malah sangat senang lo pergi jadi ga ada yg nyusahin dan ngebebanin gw. setelah 4 bulan lebih akhirnya gw bisa bernapas dg lega. ga usah ditutupin kalo udah jadian oke semua org disekolah udah ada tau kok. awet awet ya semoga ampe nikah but before i say a little pray for you, i wish you the worst with your life dude. untuk waktu yg lama saya akan membenci anda. you know karma is still exist rite?

10 PM

it's night and i'm busy with my new blogy i wanna tell you 'bout everything that i felt lately. how the-known-face-friends stabs me, a-boy-who-was-cheating-on-me with that girl, lessons, school time and many more but maybe not tonight ah dunno but rite now there's one guy who actually presistent wants to be in my mind haaa love life is so complicated sometimes you're up up and away and then you just lost balance and hit the ground or even mud. maybe tomorrow i'll tell you 'bout saturday night haha
ciao!

best best friends

so i wanna write down who are these it girls that always got my back and give me a big warm hug (:

Thary

Uma

Saras

Manda

Lindy

Debby

Ayu

each of them have unique ability huaha and personality. they always make me laugh and have lots of surprises to make my days better. you know what i've always scared of them? they always knew my feelings even my thoughts. they scarcely know me better then myself haha always love them and hope we're always be together even when the world hate us

new blog

hey world i'm new commers in blogging hihi so let me introduce myself. my name is oriza 17th tall skinny black hair good feature-face and most of all around me they wanted to hear another story and scandalous rumors about me and my it girls. they just desperately want to hear more! well i'm kinda drama-queen but hey dude it's part of the life. so enjoy reading my amusing blog !